Next toga party outfit. Just because I'm havin fun in L.A. lol
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Facebook Pervert
Seriously? What's up with these internet perves? #knowHowIknowYouAreADude Because you stated you're a woman. Shouldn't it be obvious. So wack.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010
BSL Team Certificate With Bill Wessel
I received this for playing a major role as far as monitoring my center's baseline service levels (BSL), current service levels (CSL), and their charging practices.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Ex Friend and The Friend
I posted the question of peoples feelings on their friends dating their ex's and this is a deep conversation I had. We both agreed that people need to see the views that we had on the subject matter.
Carla Figaro April 29 at 1:01pm
Off Limits
Jesse Lee Holloway Jr April 29 at 1:08pm
Why?
Jesse Lee Holloway Jr April 29 at 1:13pm
Why?
Carla Figaro April 29 at 4:02pm
Some things are just too personal. If they were just talkin' it's one thing but once there is intimacy involved the desire is covetous.
Jesse Lee Holloway Jr May 1 at 12:11pm
I don't think its covetous. After so long of a separation happens and one moves on with ones life, the people that they once dated cease to be marked territory. Its seems a little selfish and possesive to stake claim in a person like that. I even see cases when women are upset despite them being in a seemingly happy relationship.
Carla Figaro May 2 at 2:55am
If we would stop having sexual intimacy this would B easy however, especially 4 women, once the sexual bond has been made, it is hard 2 resolve those feelings. God meant that connect 2 B with 1 person but we with our own will go outside of this andthat territorial bond is 1 of the consequences.
Jesse Lee Holloway Jr May 2 at 11:13am
Given the fact that we have made the bed we now lay in with our repeated connecting with multiple people, do you think that territorial bond is right? I don't think so. The only person I believe a person has a right to argue about whom they have a relationship with should be one boyfriend or husband. If someone doesn't have a relationship with a person anymore than they are relinquished of any bonds that they had.
Carla Figaro May 2 at 2:45pm
Reread what I wrote earlier. I didn't say it was right. I said that based on the nature of human make up, it just is. Based on that alone, in respecting the emotions of others, I believe that any good person would feel morally bound to the restriction. The problem is, that as humans, manytimes we let the desire for wh at we want dominate the thought process that would have us treat others as we wish to be treated. Especially when it comes to sexual nature, we tend to become somewhat animalistic. The sexual union was created to bond man and woman one to another. Emphasis on one. Not to amother and another and another. Because we break that bond by separating, does not mean that the bond no longer exists.
Jesse Lee Holloway Jr May 2 at 4:07pm
I understand that humans have animalistic behaviors. But we also strive to stray away from our animalistic traits. If person is no longer tied to one another, than why make a rule separating two people that may be better suited for each other? The rule of not-my-ex caters to dog-like territorialism. We have to look at the bigger picture. That man can make your friend the happiest woman in the world. Don't you want that for her? Unless you plan to try it again with that man and actually see it possible then I don't think one has a logical basis to come between them.
Carla Figaro May 2 at 4:49pm
That's just the thing. It's not logical at all. If it were logical there would be no reason to discuss this at all. It is a completely human, emotional, territorial thought and action.
Jesse Lee Holloway Jr May 2 at 5:04pm
So when you say that your friend can't date anyone that you've once dated, you're telling them to do that without any reasoning?
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Carla Figaro May 2 at 5:59pm
No Jesse. Just because something does not seem logical does not make it less of a reason. Peoples emotions are valid wether we understand them or agree with them. If you know somethimg will give you great pleasure but it would cause another great heartache and you choose to do it anyway then you are just as selfish as the person your saying is selfish. The difference is that unfortunately wether it seams reasonable or not, in the situation the person with the heartache is an emotional cripple. You or I may possiblybe emotionally sound enough to tell a friend that it is alright to date an ex but if your friend does not have the same emotional soundness, do you love them enough to respect their emotions? I say rather than hurting someone you proclaim to be your friend in the truest sence of the word. Why go there? If You found that you really like Moukie and Ryan told you that he couldn't deal with you seeing her in an intimate waym would you date her anyway or would you respect Ryans feelings?
We then spoke about it.
All in all, I make sure that I don't get at any of my friend's ex's. I do make it known that I'd be okay with them doing so. I seek to encourage humanity to gain an emotionally sound state that would allow them see the best for someone else, but I am also respectful enough to be considerate about someone that the ability isn't acquired so easily by. This was a good dialougue.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Certificate of Appreciation for Serving on the GRC BSL Team
This was awarded to me April 27th, 2010 for being a member on a project to track our Current Service Levels in regards to our Baseline Service Levels. In other words, making sure we meet set requirements and comparing our charging practices to other centers.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Harvesting Our Future
We’ve had a lot of accomplishments in the recent years. We’ve now observed the first African-American to become President of the United States of America. We’ve seen the induction of the first Hispanic Supreme Court Justice. We’ve even been blessed with a vaccination for the H1N1 virus. This nation has made great progress. One must take into consideration what has brought about such accomplishments. I simply say education is what has brought this about. Without educations advancements, none of this would have come to be, at least as soon as it has. According to the National Institution for Educational Statistics, enrollment in degree-granting institutions has increased by 14 percent between 1987 and 1997. Since I assume that this is the cause for our prosperity, I feel an obligation to be a part of its acceleration.
A great deal of our nation’s movers and shakers owe their success to their degrees, certifications, and other educational experiences. I am constantly promoting furthering one education. I believe the biggest move we can make towards this initiative progress can be referenced to in this age old adage: Get ‘em while they are young. This isn’t such a bad idea. At a young age, our future doesn’t quite know what they want out of life. They are pieces of clay waiting to be molded into what hopefully becomes a work of art. We need to guide them as soon as we can. I’m doing my part. I’m a member of the Omega Psi Phi Fraternity Inc. It’s an organization that already contributes vast multitudes of funding toward charitable organizations for advancement. It’s a part of our national mandate to give children the praise, uplift, and ability to strut their stuff. This is the high level view. When you put us hard working ants under the magnifying glass, you can see individuals like myself going to Saint Martin De Porres High School and participating in Fraternity and Sorority night presented by The Jewels and Gents program. This is an event in which college Fraternities and Sororities come and encourage the high-schoolers into applying, attending, and graduating from college. We give these adolescents time to talk to us about how college is, what is means to us, how it’s benefited us, and what they can do to make it easier on themselves. We, as in fraternity and sorority members, are in great positions to inspire them because of the growing consciousness of our organizations, especially in media references such as stump the yard. Naturally, we get a lot of questions about our step shows. One of my favorite poem’s is titled “I’d Rather See A Sermon” by Edgar A. Guest. It’s basically expresses the view of showing someone, better than you can tell them. I hold true to the message. At these events all the Greek fraternities do traditional steps in a small exhibition show. I always give it my all, out of respect for my personal representation, my fraternities, and in regards to how my showmanship can affect the world positively. The last time, there were no other members physically fit to do any of our routines. I show so much dedication that I did one of our longest all by myself. The kids were filled with joy and admiration. I quickly remind them that none of my participation in my fraternity’s endeavors would have ever come about had I not sought out higher learning.
I realized a long time ago that I’m only one man and sometime I attempt to move the world and end up breaking my back. I’ve come more knowledgeable these days that it only takes one grain of sand to move the world. This is why I’ve just been trying to start with small projects that touch home. I asked myself, “Why not AT home?” More recently, I’ve taken great interest in my little sisters aspirations. I try to keep her mindset for college. I’m always asking her what does she want to do with her life, how does she plan to do it, and what is her progress thus far. I can see that my mother and I have both been making a positive impact because she always has answers. It brings me great joy to know that. At that point, I don’t let up. I go a little further and tell her to influence her peers to do the same. There is enough preaching to the choir. I don’t need to push progress that’s already moving fast enough. I’d rather produce a well oiled machine out of a child that seemed halted in their tracks. I use her as a tool. A lot of times we can’t really receive advice from an older person for fear that they can’t relate to the hardships that we go through on a daily basis. In cases like this, we often look towards those that we see putting their best feet forward into the doorstep where opportunity knocks and welcoming them inside. My Ahjaleah Price is a soldier in my war against ignorance. She’s definitely got a Purple Heart award from me considering those plenty of times when she’s been wounded and ridiculed for her attempting to further and expose her intelligence. School children can be so cruel at times. I should know because I was teased in my earlier life for just the same reasons. Gladly, I can show that my persistence has and is paying off. I’m currently working for NASA. When I tell the youth that, they can’t help but be interested in the path that led me to it.
I do realize that a factor contributing to any variance showing a lack in college entry statistics is that some of these kids aren’t graduating; that’s where tutoring comes in. When I’m in Tuskegee, Alabama, after my classes about 2 to 3 times a week, my frat brothers and I go to St. Joesoph’s K-8 school and tutor the kids. We help them with their math, English, social science, and any other subject that they express a need for help in. It brings ear to ear smiles to us to see their faces light up when we come to see them. It makes us even happier when we see their grades getting better due to our involvement. As time goes by and their studying habits grow, they become increasingly self-sufficient but they still seek our pride in their work. They make it clear that they know what they are doing, but show us repeatedly so. If my honoring them promotes a better education I will forever hold them to a high standard and forever will see them exceed those standards. I can share the same sentiments. One of my biggest reasons for trying so hard to advance myself as well as my environment is because I want my mother to be proud of the fruits of her labor. I feel that if I don’t make it, I will have done no justice in proportion to the time, effort, energy, and not to mention money that she has invested in me. I look at her as my loan officer. I pay her back, plus interest with every accomplishment and step towards a secure future. Through my efforts of personal advancement, I hope that at least one young man or woman will learn from me and do the same.
At the end of the day, we all want those from the place that we came from. When I become more established and able to be more active at Crenshaw High (the high school I graduated from), I seek to achieve one ultimate goal. That goal is to attain a hundred percent graduation rate out of one class. When that happens, I will know that my fortitude has not gone unnoticed. I believe it will come and am counting the days, as well as working toward it because nothing good comes to those that wait for things to fix themselves in my eye. My life’s motto is this: Be Proactive, Not Reactive. It means rather than crying over spilled milk, I’d rather grab another jug. This is me grabbing another jug. Thank you.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
The Judger
Sorry bruh. I can no longer hold my tongue. The Judger so far as I'm concerned is a lot of things. She doesn't own up to what she says. We've had very intense debates. Everytime I prove her view is of immature content she ends up deleting the whole thread as if it never happens. She is very judgemental but doesn't seem all that lady like to me because she gets upset very often and gets very vulgar at times. On the campusgossip.com tuskegee university she was TCT. This can be supported by the fact a her getting upset when the girl she was speaking of said fuck TCT. She is a coward attempting to hide behind a vail. Little does she know, but she will soon, I knew she would speak of me in an ill manner today. I had her activities update me via sms and she proved my right. She doesn't take criticism very well and will serve as a weakness in the real world when she ends up burning vital bridges. I've tried to hold my tongue out of respect for my bruh and the fact that she is, as well as everyone else, is a child of god. I don't mean any of these to deride her or anything. My goal is to make her aware. I have no doubt that this will not make it to her. I actually hope that it does. A lot of her actions may just be because she is young. I will give her the benefit of the doubt. I admit that this is not the most mature move. I don't really feel like being the bigger man at this point. What she doesn't realize is she is making plenty of the same mistakes that she speaks of about other. She puts herself falsely on a pedistal not knowing that we are all equal under gods eye. She has a problem with me using uncommon words. Words that she deems are big. I said that I know no other way that what I was raised to do. I would say I'm not trying to impress her but that would be a lie. I seek to show another and better way. She frequently calls me captain save-a-hoe. Even if so, isn't it my calling as a christian man to seek the betterment of my sister in christ? I deemed her Captain Ahab. And my friend seems to be her whale. She is obsessed with her. I told her if she didn't care that she wouldn't mention her. I have all her comments in my email because facebook emails me all my personal updates. Unlike her, I have no problem making public and controversial opinion without fear of reprecutions. I'm very vocal about my disagreements. I'm an open book. I have no shame. Only have retrospective analysis. That means I learn from my mistakes when acknowledeged. I'll go even further to say that I even recognize when I'm making a mistake. sometimes my pride and ego gets in the way and I will continue while knowing. I said earlier today that you only speak of someone if you care. You may ask, "why do you speak to someone who's actions expose ignorance, or worse, informed digression?" I say its because I do care so much. if that's a weakness, so be it. I tend to care about those who everyone to seeks to leave in their own piety. if anything else comes to mind I'll post it. I am saddened and disappointed that its come to this but I hope that she may be imapcted positively by my action. if not her, I hope it teaches others not to make the same mistakes she is making. And I truly have faith that she will be moved because god asks me to have such. That is all for now. I'll be waiting patiently.
Friday, March 26, 2010
http://www.last.fm/music/Foals/_/Electric%20Bloom%20%20(TORSO.X%20RMX)
makes you wanna go to a rave. lol
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j9DwA_VZDno&feature=youtube_gdata
this old lady went ham.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j9DwA_VZDno&feature=youtube_gdata
Frank's Red Hot Sauce I put that ish on everything.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
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Monday, March 8, 2010
Mrs. Holloway
Please allow me to introduce Mrs. Holloway. Normally, I would let her speak for herself because I do so adore her tactful diction and addictive rhetoric, and she knows it. Gladly in this case and others, she has no problem taking a step down and letting me handle things. She supports me in all my endeavors. She knows that support doesn't necessarily mean approving of the things I do. She often times show her support by catching me when I fall. More often than not she'll interrupt my ventures progress if she foresees the fall in the first place. Look at me saying interruption as if it were to actually continue on to my demise. Nevertheless, this is about her. She would deem it more of a redirection and I like that.
She's so clever. It’s because she learns well. She moldable like a piece of clay becoming art, all the while standing ground on things that are important to her with sound reason. Again like clay got has used his hands and shaped her into an hourglass.
Mrs. Holloway
Mrs. Holloway
Please allow me to introduce Mrs. Holloway. Normally, I would let her speak for herself because I do so adore her tactful diction and addictive rhetoric, and she knows it. Gladly in this case and others, she has no problem taking a step down and letting me handle things. She supports me in all my endeavors. She knows that support doesn't necessarily mean approving of the things I do. She often times show her support by catching me when I fall. More often than not she'll interrupt my ventures progress if she foresees the fall in the first place. Look at me saying interruption as if it were to actually continue on to my demise. Nevertheless, this is about her. She would deem it more of a redirection and I like that.
She has ways of making me feel better about the worst things. She's an optimist just like me. When she tells me I'm wrong, she does it ever so gently so that I have no fight against it. Every word coming out of her mouth, telling me not to get that midlife crisis motorcycle, sounds like music to my ears.
This woman is truly god's gift and god's child as well. She knows the word well and has no problem waking me up out of a 2 hour sleep because we have to go to church. "A family that prays..."
She graduated with an engineering degree and always jokes how she's more likely to be able fix things than my business degree having self. I always say, "Ya momma!" We laugh together. We/I/She loves our/her/my sense of humor.
I feel enlightened by her with every letter passing through her full lips. She listens to me. Even if I don't think that I'm getting to her, I see her making life changes based on the good advice I give her. She caters to my ego. She makes me feel like I have it all when I'm just brushing the tip of the iceberg. One time, she took all my credit cards and cash out of my wallet and only brought my ID cards so that she could pay for dinner without my opposition.
She's so clever. It’s because she learns well. She moldable like a piece of clay becoming art, all the while standing ground on things that are important to her with sound reason. Again like clay got has used his hands and shaped her into an hourglass.
Her stature eludes me sometimes. I would hardly know considering she loves her six inch heels. I have no problem with her sew in, because it stays sewed in. Even when she exposes her natural hair, it’s always time put in and it shows. She realizes there is no reason for someone to care if she doesn't. You would think that she only pays retail price by her looks. Would it really matter the answer? Now you know about Mrs. Holloway. I can't wait until she gets home. (Living Document)
Monday, March 1, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Make me wait?
I respect the 3-month rule. The rule I am referring to is the one in which person (female more often than male) sets a 3-month time requirement on how long the need to have been dating before they have sexual relations.
Its a smart rule. It can take between 3-6 months after infection for someone to test positive for HIV. I highly doubt the first date people have is to the clinic especially when they expect not to have sex for at least 3-months. Sexually active people (ideally) should be getting tested every 3 months given this information.
Another thing that contributes to the 3-month rule is the respect issue. One may be lead to believe that if a person has sex early with them, then they have with others as well. That is most often then not discouraged in this society. One wants to feel that they are special and not just a notch on the belt.
Here's where I cut the bull and get down to it and stop being so politically correct. Its more common for women to seek mental attraction as opposed to physical attraction, as well as it more common for men to seek physical attraction as opposed to mental attraction. So when a woman invokes a 3-month rule, she is seeking to get to know her partner better before she gets physical. Its quite understandable. They want to know that they are mentally compatible. There are plenty exceptions such as women that cut to the chase, or men who take more time than usual, but those are the lesser of the numbers.
I don't agree with the 3-month rule if there is a relationship to come out of it. Honestly, if we are not sexually compatible then I know that I can not marry that woman. Think about it. This means its going to be a bad experience after dark for the rest of our lives. I can not doom myself to that. This not to say that I would accept a perfectly compatible sexual partner minus us clicking on a mental level. Thats unacceptable as well. I just wouldn't want to waste a perfectly nice woman's time trying to get to know me and building bridges, when at the end of that period I found out that we aren't clicking physically and then I indefinitely have to break it off. It's not fair to us both.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Response from the fake delta
Notice how ignorant she sounds. And honestly, if you know me, or any LE Bruhs, yall already ready know we owt. #FAIL
[3:06:12 PM] Tracy: Telll u what truth?
[3:08:48 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: That you aint a delta
[3:10:10 PM] Tracy: LOL Loook BRUH!! I dont know who the hell u are..or who u think you are..But i dont have to lie to YOU or any body else abowt my shit..But u can kiss my black ass for thinkin that I do..U really got me fucked up..and I see why Bruhs and Sorors say that they dont fuck wit yo chapter if u a representation of IT!
[3:10:24 PM] Tracy: have a nice life
[3:11:42 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: I already verified through a whole bunch of Deltas that there ain't been a line there since 05 so cut the Malarkey. lol
[3:14:43 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: Real soror don't even talk like that. lol
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Want to work for NASA?
The NASA Glenn Research Center (GRC) is looking for applicants for the cooperative education program. You gain valuable work experience, gain priority in the hiring pool for NASA, not to mention earn some revenue to offset tuition costs. If you are interested please follow this link for instructions on how to apply. http://bit.ly/60dvbP
Tuskegee University Students: Representatives from the NASA GRC will be on campus this week conducting interviews for internships and co-ops. I implore you to jump at the opportunity. This center here in Cleveland, OH has a huge relationship with the students, and alumni of our great university. Upon your arrival at the center you will be greeted by plenty of familiar faces or at least like minds. We take great care to help acclimate to the area. It's also a chance to experience a new city for some. Cleveland has a lot to offer. If you should interview, be sure to mention me. I'm sure they'd like to know if you're friends with a current co-op that has been making good impressions in the name of Tuskegee Students, HBCU attendants, Californians, Black Males, members of Omega Psi Phi Fraternity, INC. alike.
Best Wishes Everyone.
Fake Delta Alert
This is the transcript of the skype conversation I had with an imposter posing as a member of Delta Sigma Theta Sorority, INC. They haven't had a line there since 2005. I made some calls.
[2/8/2010 3:15:16 PM] Tracy: hey
[2/8/2010 3:15:49 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: wats shakin?
[2/8/2010 3:16:01 PM] Tracy: U tell me booskie
[2/8/2010 3:16:37 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: Trying 2 figure out who you are? lol I'm sry
[2/8/2010 3:17:13 PM] Tracy: welll damn lol..im Soror..
[2/8/2010 3:17:40 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: I assumed so. well maybe.
[2/8/2010 3:17:51 PM] Tracy: maybe what?
[2/8/2010 3:18:18 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: What chapter? And Year? and Number?
[2/8/2010 3:18:43 PM] Tracy: ZX, Spr06. DEUCE/ROCK
[2/8/2010 3:19:04 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: What school is that?
[2/8/2010 3:19:18 PM] Tracy: Southen Illinois
[2/8/2010 3:20:23 PM] Tracy: is there a problem
[2/8/2010 3:20:56 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: I'm just checking up on you. Just wanted to make sure you were really soror.
[2/8/2010 3:21:20 PM] Tracy: WoW ok
[2/8/2010 3:22:01 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: Wouldn't you do the same? There are plenty of perps around.
[2/8/2010 3:22:47 PM] Tracy: To another Soror..Yeah..To a Bruh..Prob not
[2/8/2010 3:23:04 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: Carbondale or Edwardsville?
[2/8/2010 3:24:05 PM] Tracy: Its Carbondale..but sweety u doing way too much..lol Im grown trust me I dont have to lie abowt my shit..this is crazii
[2/8/2010 3:25:22 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: I never said anything about you being a liar. I'm just doing my research is all. I would hope that you would seek to know that I am a real bruh too.
[2/8/2010 3:26:26 PM] Tracy: I can do that with conversation..I could ask u questions and know that. U should know that
[2/8/2010 3:27:22 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: true that, but there is nothing like confirming something through talking to someone's DP or Chapter Members.
[2/8/2010 3:28:03 PM] Tracy: Sweety u not a RED lol
[2/8/2010 3:29:03 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: You are right. I am a member of Omega Psi Phi Fraternity, INC. I can get in contact with reds. lol
[2/8/2010 3:30:56 PM] Tracy: Exactly..my Dean would laugh at you lol..But maybe yall do shit differently down there..Trust we not Suspect like the soors at yo school are now..dont wory abowt that!
[2/8/2010 4:27:06 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: Sry. back 4rm a meeting.No. your dean wouldn't laugh at me. Plenty of Sorors have lets da Bruhs no about perps claiming to be bruh. Vice versa. Thats y this is a brotherhood/sisterhood
[2/8/2010 6:02:33 PM] Jesse Lee Holloway Jr.: So, you wanna tell me the truth?