The Judger

Sorry bruh. I can no longer hold my tongue. The Judger so far as I'm concerned is a lot of things. She doesn't own up to what she says. We've had very intense debates. Everytime I prove her view is of immature content she ends up deleting the whole thread as if it never happens. She is very judgemental but doesn't seem all that lady like to me because she gets upset very often and gets very vulgar at times. On the campusgossip.com tuskegee university she was TCT. This can be supported by the fact a her getting upset when the girl she was speaking of said fuck TCT. She is a coward attempting to hide behind a vail. Little does she know, but she will soon, I knew she would speak of me in an ill manner today. I had her activities update me via sms and she proved my right. She doesn't take criticism very well and will serve as a weakness in the real world when she ends up burning vital bridges. I've tried to hold my tongue out of respect for my bruh and the fact that she is, as well as everyone else, is a child of god. I don't mean any of these to deride her or anything. My goal is to make her aware. I have no doubt that this will not make it to her. I actually hope that it does. A lot of her actions may just be because she is young. I will give her the benefit of the doubt. I admit that this is not the most mature move. I don't really feel like being the bigger man at this point. What she doesn't realize is she is making plenty of the same mistakes that she speaks of about other. She puts herself falsely on a pedistal not knowing that we are all equal under gods eye. She has a problem with me using uncommon words. Words that she deems are big. I said that I know no other way that what I was raised to do. I would say I'm not trying to impress her but that would be a lie. I seek to show another and better way. She frequently calls me captain save-a-hoe. Even if so, isn't it my calling as a christian man to seek the betterment of my sister in christ? I deemed her Captain Ahab. And my friend seems to be her whale. She is obsessed with her. I told her if she didn't care that she wouldn't mention her. I have all her comments in my email because facebook emails me all my personal updates. Unlike her, I have no problem making public and controversial opinion without fear of reprecutions. I'm very vocal about my disagreements. I'm an open book. I have no shame. Only have retrospective analysis. That means I learn from my mistakes when acknowledeged. I'll go even further to say that I even recognize when I'm making a mistake. sometimes my pride and ego gets in the way and I will continue while knowing. I said earlier today that you only speak of someone if you care. You may ask, "why do you speak to someone who's actions expose ignorance, or worse, informed digression?" I say its because I do care so much. if that's a weakness, so be it. I tend to care about those who everyone to seeks to leave in their own piety. if anything else comes to mind I'll post it. I am saddened and disappointed that its come to this but I hope that she may be imapcted positively by my action. if not her, I hope it teaches others not to make the same mistakes she is making. And I truly have faith that she will be moved because god asks me to have such. That is all for now. I'll be waiting patiently.